Into The Great Wide Open
I’m on my last nerve from fending off fuckheads so it’s a good thing I have some time off. I’m not running away even though it may sound like I am; I was already planning to do some kinda a trip in conjunction with the three-day weekend. And since I want to be alone with Nature—to not be around people-- Utah in the dead of winter is a great choice for that ..but a really suck-ass choice for pretty much any other reason.
By the way, the sun was out and it was in the 50s today at Zion but tomorrow when I’ll be driving there from Vegas it’s going to be raining and snowing all day. Of course.
Love and a 45
Everybody who knows about the diabolical plotting of the aforementioned fuckheads has been utterly appalled. The (not very clever) plot has hopefully been shut down and will be nothing but a bad memory when I get home.
It was so outlandish and they were trying so much trickery—trying to put one over on me, which is really hard to do because I’m really smart. No brag, just fact. (If you don’t believe me just ask eggy)
And then to make matters worse they kept trying to suck up to me and acted all BFF at the same time they were trying to motherfuck me.
That really pissed me off in a way that is really not what you want to do. Trust me on this.
Anyways, I got so annoyed with the ridiculousness of their game that I finally said “you seem to mistake me for someone who doesn’t know the difference between love and a gang bang.”
That really says it all.
Girl! Why You So Crazy!?
I was so happy to read a recent article that said scientists had verified what I already knew—that there’s a relationship between chronic pain and depression beyond the obvious. The correlation between autoimmune disorders and depression is strong but researchers have always struggled to understand if the depression was just due to the pain associated with autoimmune disorders or if the disorder might be affecting the brain physiologically.
“This is the first clue we have that conditions such as depression, anxiety, sleep disturbances, and decision-making difficulties, which affect the quality of life of chronic pain patients as much as the pain itself, may be directly related to altered brain function as a result of chronic pain," principal investigator Dante Chialvo, MD, told Medscape Neurology & Neurosurgery.
And the article really supports what I’ve tried to tell doctors about my sleep disorder—it’s not anxiety or worries, it’s just that my brain won’t shut down. And it’s just nonsense that it’s processing, not “worries”.
The other night is was cows. I kept thinking about their big moo-cow eyes and crazy-long eyelashes and how they stare at you and they look like the most stupid creatures ever. Big blank Bessie moo-cow stares ..and how a whole herd of them all look in the same direction at NOTHING. WTF?
Then I started thinking about ham and wondering if ham came from a pig or a hog. And bacon, pig or hog? And then I started wondering what’s the difference between a pig and a hog. Is a pig a little hog? Or are they totally different breeds of swine.
Then I thought “swine”. What a weird word.
Welcome to my world.
that there map of ootah has both cattle creek and hogback something on it, so at least you're in the right place for all that cow and pig dwelling thing.
ag is so smart her phone number is e=mc squared. her old phone was kind of a dummy though.
Posted by: eggy | February 15, 2008 at 03:15 PM